I was reading the writings of my dear lovely friend Arij ... and i was meditating: “There is a beauty in being empty ... In being unfound ... In being lost ... Being in illusion ... But we have silly demands ... And fancy dreams ... That naturally evolve ... In Overthinking ... Fantasizing ... Imagining ... Expect… Read More

We do not believe we deserve to be loved. We believe love exists, but not for us. We read about it, saw it to other couples, dreamed about it ... but cant believe we can have it. We looked for happiness ... and ended up in a marriage where instead of love, we see only hate and the desire to be controlled by the partner. Everything is mud ..… Read More

I've tried many times to manipulate reality. I've even done it on ... and on ... and on. In fact .... I've done it so much ... that i could be certainly be defined as ... a terrible manipulator. And it was worst than that ... cause i was pushing things ... too much. To the ... extremis. But worst of all was that i could not stop myse… Read More

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One of the biggest problem of the human being is that doesn't know how to ... define. The journey itself. And ... what really wants to happen for real ... into this journey. I had this problem too. Many, many times. Well ... until I've understood that i must ask myself all the time .... what do i want. So .... I keep repeating to … Read More